So. How to start. Once I post this, I can't take back what I've said. But I can, because it's the Internet. How to format the text, how to say what I want to say without rambling but still being eloquent in my 'language-speak'.
I want to write a book.
Jumping right in.
I've probably already said that. But, in echoing myself, I want to write a book, and have that be a physical copy with binding and the lovely paper smell and for people to pick it up in bookstores in a YOLO moment, or maybe because they heard about it though a friend whose cousin read it.
But, I just can't. I can, but there are things stopping me.
This isn't even what I wanted to talk about in this post.
But I'll tie it in.
I wrote the prologue on the topic I really, truly, am interested in. I have to go and look back at it.
So I just spend 10 minutes editing...
When I write something, for my own enjoyment, that is, I am never really satified with it. When I look back, I find myself saying, "THIS IS TRULY AWFUL". So, in my efforts of writing and publishing a book, I go back and erase all I have done. Now, those efforts are kind of halfhearted, for I do have a life... and school... mostly school... but I am stilly trying.
I want to accomplish so many things in my life. Most of them irrational.
1. Write for a living (or at least be published)
2. Become a musician professionally (not practical at all)
3. Travel the world (not on either of the salaries listed above is THAT going to happen)
I don't know. There's probably more.
AND NOW I'VE COMPLETELY STRAYED OFF OF MY INTENDED TOPIC.
I want to do so much, and yet I don't want to choose. Like, for example, college. A long way away for me, but I will have such a hard time choosing a college, then my major. URG. LIFE, IT MOVES TOO FAST.
Some brain candy for you all to digest and ponder upon.
Thanks for putting up with an impromptu post.